There are versions handwritten by Kipling in Notebooks 1 and 3, dated 5 March 1882. In Notebook 3 the poem figures as one of a sequence of four sonnets, the others being “In the Beginning” [A Creed], “A Tryst” [The Tryst in Summer], and “The Attainment” [Escaped]. (Andrew Rutherford p. 120). See Rutherford p. 24-28 for details of the Notebooks.
Many years ago, the poet and his Lady vowed to live together in a fairy castle. But he has not seen her for a long time and he is on a quest to find her or to find her grave. He asks whether she is still alive. The theme is like that of Kipling’s slightly earlier poem “A Question”, though there he asks whether his love is still alive, rather than the beloved lady.
Rutherford notes that in line 6 Notebook 3 has ‘days’, but Notebook 1 ‘years’ which the rhyme scheme requires.
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