Confession

1882


(notes by Philip Holberton, drawing on
the work of Andrew Rutherford and Thomas Pinney)


the poem


[September 22nd 2019]

Source

Handwritten by Kipling in Notebook 1, dated 10 August 1882, with a later note "being verses for a picture". See Rutherford pp. 24-28 for details of the Notebooks.

The poem was never collected by Kipling, but is to be found in Rutherford p. 166, and Pinney p. 1674.

The Poem

A lover wishes to confess my wickedness and my lies so that the beloved will know the truth before death comes.

Kipling’s note “Verses for a Picture” is a warning not to assume that his poems are reflections of his private life. He expressed this forcefully five years later in the introduction to "La Nuit Blanche" (Departmental Ditties):
A much-discerning Public hold
The Singer generally sings
Of personal and private things
And prints and sells his past for gold.

Whatever I may here disclaim,
The very clever folk I sing to
Will most indubitably cling to
Their pet delusion, just the same.


[P.H.]

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